#9 The Dysfunctional Spiritual Female Energy Field

  • Kay Urlich

 

The Spiritual Female in its divine state is the protector of children and the vulnerable. She represents Divine Mother, compassion, and the archangels. She is also the Fairy Godmother of Cinderella.

In its Dysfunctional state in men and women, she is Sleeping Beauty and the black Angel, with broken wings like a bird after an Exxon spill floundering in an oily sea. She is the myth of Hera, the jealous wife of Zeus: the shrew who destroys young women for their beauty and ruthlessly persecutes his mistresses. Her fits of jealousy and conflict led to disaster for the gods and men.  

This where the Dysfunctional Earth Male and the Dysfunctional Spiritual Female are at war with each other: they are both active tormentors and each other’s main adversary; the earth masculine energy dominates with physical strength, and the dysfunctional spiritual feminine aspect oppresses and poisons with the tongue.

Like Hera who misled Semele to test the divinity of her lover by telling him to come to her in his true form, thus Zeus was tricked into appearing as lightening and thunderbolts and Semele was killed.

When Sandra came for her first healing, she was exhausted from caring for children with little income. Her marriage was failing because her husband had betrayed her with another woman, she had lost faith, but together they wanted the relationship work.

In Sandra’s Spiritual Female (SF) energy I saw a woman with a whip, callously whipping her Earth Male (EM) aspect with her words. The Earth Male energy (representing her husband) was hiding from a prowling lion, the lion needed stroking and caressing.

The Earth Female (EF) was exhausted laying like a wet log, nevertheless, was soothed and invigorated by the healing touch: in time the lion began to respond to the gentle heartbeat from the EF. On the second session it had calmed, its fast breathing subsided as it responded further to the love and attention as the SF put down the whip and wrapped these aspects in her newly emerged wings.

This couples response to the healing was to take their relationship and their spiritual faith deeper, taking their healing to more profound levels of consciousness. They came to realise that they did not exist in a vacuum, that all energy fields matter and to understand their full meaning they committed to unravelling and comprehending this knowledge to attain balance and harmony within.

  1. Male Energy
  2. Female Energy
  3. Earth Energy
  4. Spiritual Energy

It is similar in theme to Tantra, where going deeper into a word can explain, through the depth of language, that each word can have four different meanings corresponding to the four modes of understating which are,

  1. The Literal Meaning
  2. The General Meaning
  3. The Hidden Meaning
  4. The Spiritual Meaning

Understanding that while a person can be highly developed, there are often aspects of themselves they will deny or avoid that keep them stuck like gravity in the lower realms. No matter how much they try think their way out of problem they are pulled back to repeat the same old energetic patterns.

Exploring the energy fields can bypass the conscious mind to assist in healing and releasing those old patterns. They can be liberated if a person has not overly identified themselves as being that form, or through that, by letting go, they can be free of aversion or desire to the stimulation it brings.                                            

Trelise came for a session and said nothing was actually wrong, but she hadn’t had a relationship for five years and suffered from trust and anxiety issues. She wanted to feel confident of making her own decisions.

I found her SF energy to be elegant, and needing to honour herself more. There was a division in her self-expression, one which meant she had to align her energy body, like a wild and instinctual hunting animal with all muscles working in unison, with her mind. I then watched the tired leaky house (her heart) slowly disintegrate.

Her Earth Male energy felt impatient and wanted to ‘get going’ and then this aspect started to repair the house. He then secured the scaffolding around her heart and a gentle pink light surrounded her. She learned to be more intuitive, and to trust the messages she received. What previously felt dysfunctional and unreliable to her simply needed to relax as she trusted those parts of herself that she thought were crazy, that she felt she could not be relied on.

Our natural state is to be at rest and peaceful which is often hard to achieve in this world. When we are in harmony and our heart is open and the mind is free from warped energy states and dysfunctional attachments, we can choose the path we take.

There is a belief that physical energy is the power in this word, however energy is merely the ‘power tool’ of consciousness. Like being at the wheel of a car our (mostly) unconscious mind drives our daily decisions.  Whether, like Sir Galahad, we take the path of the combatant and continue fighting or respond to the gentler course of the Grail: To empower more conflict or follow the true divine Spiritual Female energy field that like the sun spreads love and compassion indiscriminately and find the place where we merge our Divine Spiritual Female with the Divine Spiritual Male.

Imagine a place in your mind so perfect, so complete, so aware that this place chooses to look at itself through its creations and to watch with love what is not in harmony. That this perfection must traverse duality to see itself as darkness and spread perfect awareness into areas so dense that you would think perfect awareness would be repelled by it.

Not so, to do this it must descend into streams of consciousness which has no fear of dense physical reality. This force is streaming onto the planet now waiting for us to acknowledge its divine light to enter the many forms we have created. When we meet its pure love with an open heart we are transformed. We have no sin in Love eyes. We are pure. It is illusion that has tricked us into believing power is physical but true power is the love that waits for our acknowledgement.

For no matter what you think power is, Divine Love is greater.

 

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